How do you deal with it? I know I am very prone to depression and that it can hit me hard. For example, I am depressed right now due to reasons beyond my control and it makes me feel so totally helpless and alone that I just don't know what to do. I also get Seasonal Affective Disorder, which makes it hard for me to cope during Winter. Sometimes I just don't function, I try hard, but its too much effort to do anything and I just sit in bed all day and watch TV and not eat. Today, I haven't gone to college, I can't stop crying on and off. I have to go to work later, as I need the money so I hope I can cope then. I just don't know what to do right now, when you can't even fix the reason you are depressed, then it just kills you inside. I just don't know how to cope, so I was wondering, do other people get this? How do you cope? I used to self harm, but these days I just stop eating and functioning. The only thing that makes it go away for a bit is seeing my friends, and I am seeing one of my old besties tomorrow, so I hope she can cheer me up, she knows why I am upset and she understands. I have work first thing tomorrow as well. I guess I have to do what I do when I have to see other people, and put on the fake smiling face and cope until I can get home and to my room and break down again.
I feel so bad, why does this stuff affect me so badly, is there something wrong with me? Am I just a silly over emotional girl? Do I need to grow up? I don't know, can anyone help or is it just me who feels like this?
Kitty
Monday, 29 November 2010
Sunday, 21 November 2010
Questions and Answers :D
Hey there girls and boys!! Time to answer the questions you asked me!!
The lovely Bunny asked me:
1.)since when have you started drawing?
Hmmmm for quite a many years now!! I think when I properly started getting into it was four years ago now, when I was 18!!
2.)If you could do anything in life, what would it be :D
I would want to go back in time and buy clothes from different eras!! Does that count as an answer xD
3.) Strips or Polka dots,,, and why ^^
Polka dots, because I think they are so darn cute!! Stripes are cute too but I prefer pretty polka dots!
The cuteypie a!ko asked:
1. places you want to visit
Japan, Thailand, China and other Asian countries, California, Athens, Egypt, Rome, Australia and Aztec sites in South America!
2. how you met your boyfie ;) hehe...
I met my boyfriend about 5 years ago now on a website called Habbo Hotel!! Sad now I look back but a year after meeting and chatting online we were going out!! 4 years and 7 months now!!<3
The awesome Audrey asked:
"You're British right? I want to know awesome British terms :3"
Well, this is a kinda hard question as I don't know words that other countries don't use. Here are ones I don't think are used elsewhere though?
Goodies ~ Northern England speak for sweets
Bray ~ Northern England speak for hit
Ta ~ Southern England for thank you
Bangers and mash ~ Sausages and mash potato
Blates ~ blatently
Having a fag ~ Having a cigarette
Blimey ~ Wow
I could go on and on xD I am not sure if other people use these words, Austalia might use some.
The wonderful RabbitoBonBon asked me:
"Do you like Asian fashion? (O^o^O) And what kind of Western food do you like?"
I do like Asian fashion!! I love so much of it from sweet lolita and gal in Japan to make up styles from Korea!!
And I like all sorts of wesern food! Some of my favourites are Fish and chips (preferably with gravy), Ocean pie, Pizza, shepards pie, pasta, all sorts!
The terrific Toni asked me:
"HMM... Why did you decide to go on blogger? :) "
At first, it was curiousity and to read other blogs!! This eventually evolved into writing my own blog about what ever!! I know my blog is very mishmashed but I do enjoy writing it!!
I hope I answered them well enough!! See you next time bloggers!! Remeber to check out the bloggers who asked me questions!!
Kitty xoxox~<3
The lovely Bunny asked me:1.)since when have you started drawing?
Hmmmm for quite a many years now!! I think when I properly started getting into it was four years ago now, when I was 18!!
2.)If you could do anything in life, what would it be :D
I would want to go back in time and buy clothes from different eras!! Does that count as an answer xD
3.) Strips or Polka dots,,, and why ^^
Polka dots, because I think they are so darn cute!! Stripes are cute too but I prefer pretty polka dots!
The cuteypie a!ko asked:1. places you want to visit
Japan, Thailand, China and other Asian countries, California, Athens, Egypt, Rome, Australia and Aztec sites in South America!
2. how you met your boyfie ;) hehe...
I met my boyfriend about 5 years ago now on a website called Habbo Hotel!! Sad now I look back but a year after meeting and chatting online we were going out!! 4 years and 7 months now!!<3
The awesome Audrey asked:"You're British right? I want to know awesome British terms :3"
Well, this is a kinda hard question as I don't know words that other countries don't use. Here are ones I don't think are used elsewhere though?
Goodies ~ Northern England speak for sweets
Bray ~ Northern England speak for hit
Ta ~ Southern England for thank you
Bangers and mash ~ Sausages and mash potato
Blates ~ blatently
Having a fag ~ Having a cigarette
Blimey ~ Wow
I could go on and on xD I am not sure if other people use these words, Austalia might use some.
The wonderful RabbitoBonBon asked me:
"Do you like Asian fashion? (O^o^O) And what kind of Western food do you like?"
I do like Asian fashion!! I love so much of it from sweet lolita and gal in Japan to make up styles from Korea!!
And I like all sorts of wesern food! Some of my favourites are Fish and chips (preferably with gravy), Ocean pie, Pizza, shepards pie, pasta, all sorts!
The terrific Toni asked me:
"HMM... Why did you decide to go on blogger? :) "
At first, it was curiousity and to read other blogs!! This eventually evolved into writing my own blog about what ever!! I know my blog is very mishmashed but I do enjoy writing it!!
I hope I answered them well enough!! See you next time bloggers!! Remeber to check out the bloggers who asked me questions!!
Kitty xoxox~<3
Tuesday, 16 November 2010
So Whaddya Wanna Know?!
Since I don't know what to write about here at the moment, I am opening it up to questions :D ASK ME ANYTHING and I will answer all questions in another blog post!! I am pretty open so I don't mind what you ask!!
Guess thats it for today, I haven't been up to anything interesting, just college and work and art!! Talk soon :D
Kitty xoxox~<3
Guess thats it for today, I haven't been up to anything interesting, just college and work and art!! Talk soon :D
Kitty xoxox~<3
Friday, 12 November 2010
Fashion Blog: My Winter Addiction!!
Hello girls! Since its Friday, its time for a Fashion/Beauty blog!! And today we are focusing on Fashion!!
With every passing season, there comes new fashions, and I am not one to follow trends that much, but usually there is at least one thing I like from the seasonal offerings. MOST things I dislike...hareem pants? No thanks. Faux fur coats? Hmmmm, bit too cougar for me. JEGGGINGS? OH GOD NO!!
But all is not lost for my fashion sense. So what am I addicted too this season? Why BOOTS of course!! Who doesn't love a comfy pair of boots to keep your feet warm during the cold months? From ankle to thigh high, every woman SHOULD own a pair of boots!! Currently I only have heeled boots, but a flat pair is the next to join my collection! Talking of collections, here is mine!
Now, I only have five pairs, but I can see by the end of Winter, that will increase...especially since I already have my eye on two pairs!! One from River Island:
And these from Peacocks!! Need the River Island boots first though, they are essentially flats!! Now lets get back to my collection :D Starting with the smallest first, these are my brogues from New Look, bought ages ago so you probably won't find them in stores now! I do love broguey boots:
These boots at the moment are my most 'practicle' pair. They are my faux flats xD. I wear them when I want to wear boots and heels but not really high heels!!
Next, lets have my second pair! This lovely set of boots from Irregular Choice mmmmmm so pretty!
I love these boots so much!! I would wear them AAAAALLLLLL the time if it wasn't for the pain they can cause as they are uncomfy if you wear them while walking to much!! I wear them when I want an OMPH to my outfit, mostly on days where I am wearing dark clothes!
The next pair is my ebay grab which I got at like three times less than the original price!! They are original Dorothy Perkins boots which I got for about £7 on ebay!!
I love these boots! I don't really like pointy shoes, but I feel in love with these and had to buy!! They are a tad on the big side but fit perfectly with fluffy thick socks!! Sooooo comfy and they make me sway when I walk haha!!
Second to last are my second newest pair, my beauties from New Look (which my friend bought the exact same pair recently >:( copying me! ) These are my go to boots when its cold or I just want very warm feet and comfy feet!!
Mmmmmmm love these lace up boots, I think lace ups are my current faves in the boots trend!! And the fleecy inside is so soft and warm!! Love these (wearing them today actually ;D)
Last but not least is my longest boots, since I have fat calves I don't tend to buy past ankle, but I HAD to have these, for £17 and really nice, I had to buy these!
Yup, Quality Seconds!! Never turn your nose up at any shop, you never know where the hidden gems lie!! I always go into every shop, whether its associated with grannies or not (apart from Bonmarche, which I approached once with my mum and decided, indeed, this was a loss!). Quality Seconds does have some nice stuff at cheaper prices!!
So thus ends my boots collection, but watch this space, its going to grow as the cold months pass!!
Kitty xoxox~<3
With every passing season, there comes new fashions, and I am not one to follow trends that much, but usually there is at least one thing I like from the seasonal offerings. MOST things I dislike...hareem pants? No thanks. Faux fur coats? Hmmmm, bit too cougar for me. JEGGGINGS? OH GOD NO!!
But all is not lost for my fashion sense. So what am I addicted too this season? Why BOOTS of course!! Who doesn't love a comfy pair of boots to keep your feet warm during the cold months? From ankle to thigh high, every woman SHOULD own a pair of boots!! Currently I only have heeled boots, but a flat pair is the next to join my collection! Talking of collections, here is mine!
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| New Look |
Next, lets have my second pair! This lovely set of boots from Irregular Choice mmmmmm so pretty!
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| Irregular Choice |
The next pair is my ebay grab which I got at like three times less than the original price!! They are original Dorothy Perkins boots which I got for about £7 on ebay!!
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| Dorothy Perkins |
Second to last are my second newest pair, my beauties from New Look (which my friend bought the exact same pair recently >:( copying me! ) These are my go to boots when its cold or I just want very warm feet and comfy feet!!
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| New Look |
Last but not least is my longest boots, since I have fat calves I don't tend to buy past ankle, but I HAD to have these, for £17 and really nice, I had to buy these!
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| Quality Seconds! |
So thus ends my boots collection, but watch this space, its going to grow as the cold months pass!!
Kitty xoxox~<3
Thursday, 11 November 2010
Life Update!
Hey girls and boys! So guess whos been a bad blogger? Yup, thats right, me!! *shots self* But its okay I am back now!! This is just a quick blog today though, tomorrow will be a proper one, on beauty/fashion ;D
So how am I? I am very well thank you! I haven't been ill, just busy, and although I haven't lost weight, I am finally starting on trying properly!! Though at the moment I can't do my exercise DVD at home due to no where to do it! I can't do it in my room as its too noisy, and my mum is in all day as she had an op on her wrist!! Shes okay, just in pain and indoors haha!! I will have to find some other exercise to do, maybe a half an walk? Though on days like this, you wouldn't want to!! *points out window to wet windy cold day*
Good news though!! I have got a job!! Just a part timer till just after Christmas, but YAY. Its working in clothes shop, Peacocks, which is good value fashion!! I get a 20% discount!! I have added so many things to my list, but I need to distinguish between things I NEED and things I just want haha!! Hopefully, if I get paid tomorrow, I will get some things I NEED, like leggings, slippers, maybe something to wear to work and a long sleeved top. We can wear anything we want as long as its not jeans and is plain and black!! Which isn't to bad, there are some nice black dresses!!
I am still with my boyfriend, I saw him in the last week of October! I won't see him next til around the 27th of December though, and even then I have to persuade him to come down here as I can't go up there due to work!! I hope if I pay for it (like all the times he paid for me to go up there) he will come down!! We both prefer me going up there as we have more to do!! Might need to pick up a multiplayer game for my Xbox360 or two!
Okay, I am off now to get a shower and clean my room!! See you tomorrow!! Maybe I will blog about boots....mmmmmmm booooots
Kitty xoxox~<3
So how am I? I am very well thank you! I haven't been ill, just busy, and although I haven't lost weight, I am finally starting on trying properly!! Though at the moment I can't do my exercise DVD at home due to no where to do it! I can't do it in my room as its too noisy, and my mum is in all day as she had an op on her wrist!! Shes okay, just in pain and indoors haha!! I will have to find some other exercise to do, maybe a half an walk? Though on days like this, you wouldn't want to!! *points out window to wet windy cold day*
Good news though!! I have got a job!! Just a part timer till just after Christmas, but YAY. Its working in clothes shop, Peacocks, which is good value fashion!! I get a 20% discount!! I have added so many things to my list, but I need to distinguish between things I NEED and things I just want haha!! Hopefully, if I get paid tomorrow, I will get some things I NEED, like leggings, slippers, maybe something to wear to work and a long sleeved top. We can wear anything we want as long as its not jeans and is plain and black!! Which isn't to bad, there are some nice black dresses!!
I am still with my boyfriend, I saw him in the last week of October! I won't see him next til around the 27th of December though, and even then I have to persuade him to come down here as I can't go up there due to work!! I hope if I pay for it (like all the times he paid for me to go up there) he will come down!! We both prefer me going up there as we have more to do!! Might need to pick up a multiplayer game for my Xbox360 or two!
Okay, I am off now to get a shower and clean my room!! See you tomorrow!! Maybe I will blog about boots....mmmmmmm booooots
Kitty xoxox~<3
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