Lonely

Should the world doth feel
As alone as I would tonight
Then the tears of a million of heart broken women
Would flood our lands and end our misery
And the cries of a million heart broken men
Would echo across the lands
And lead you to believe
Such an apolocolypse was near.

What makes you feel better? For me sometimes its writing anything, from crappy poetry to a story, or just drawing to forget my pain!

Going to try and redo themed days so look out for a 'School' inspired look tomorrow (looooosely school xD you'll see)

Weekend and Monday

Since I didn't do anything over the weekend and Monday I decided to wait until today to do a blog and just shove it all in one!! Mwuahahaha lazy Blogger I am!!
Anyways on to the blog entry *marches*

On Saturday, since weekends are pampering days, I just threw something on to go shopping with my mum. We always go out Saturday afternoons, either down Gunwharf, Commercial Road or Whitely (I live near Portsmouth, UK) and this time it was so my mum could find something because I am poor and she bought me something last weekend!! Heres my outfit:

Just that cardy I got from Select, which I loooove, my Primark belt which I looooooooove as well and a Ralph Lauren shirt dress with Matalan leggings and me purple New Look shoesies!! Quite comfy and easy to get on and off if I wanted to try anything on! Not much else went down Saturday I just continued to colour in something I have been working on.
Sunday was another such day where I did nothing, lazed about and coloured. Threw something on again:

New Look cardy, New Look shirt dress, an old top underneath and vintage jeans from my mum! I finally finished a picture I had been working on for aaaaaaages:

Probably the best picture I have done in aaaaaaaages!! Its not the best but I am proud of it!!
I had a lovely bath Sunday, a nice hour long one where I applied a mask and sat and read an magazine for ten minutes was looovely. Had to keep putting cold in it though, because I get ill if I am in a hot bath for too long :/ My body has no tolerance for heat!!
Monday was themed School Days so I decdided to do something based on that but I got up too late so I just dressed up:

I just spent the rest of the day doodling!! I love to draw and write, and the more I do it, the more I will get better!!

Yush its National Cupcake Week in the UK!! I didn't make any on Monday, but prehaps today I might if I get my butt moving. I have some Rocky Road mix as well so probs make them today!

This was just a picture I drew for someone of their OC and also a character in my newest story about super heroes!

This is Foxey, my fox chibi character who wishes he was a Lion hence the mane. I try and draw a picture a day, just a doodle and this was Mondays, which was Rainbow. On one website theres something called Project Daily and I like to try and do that!!

Some more chibis!! This is one of my OCs Unico, in her original form!! Which is a cute cat/bunny/fox hybrid O_o Hur hur hur I have such a weird imagination!! Those markings on her, are always there whether in this form or her human form etc

And this concludes my very boring last couple of days 8D

Lolita Day and Fun Fridays

Hello smchexy people how goes your Saturday? Well yes I was too busy to do my Lolita Blog yesterday I apologise D: So you get a lovely uber long one on both day xD

On Thursday I started my day with a lovely shower and then nom noms:


OJ with weetos and rice milk!! I don't drink cows milk no more >_> Todays theme was Lolita, but I do not have any Lolita clothing so I had to improvise!! What I made was girly and cute, but not so much Lolita, but I was happy enough to go out and flounce about in it!




As you can see I had my hair in curly wurly bunches and my make up was just a goldy themed look to go with the ribbon tie round my neck!
My camera doesn't pick up my make up too well but I hope you can pick out the goldyness and my pink blusher. I was wearing pink lipgloss as well just to go for the super girly look!
Once I was ready I went off to catch a bus (I have a yearly bus pass so all buses in my area are free to me) and took the 45 minute journey into Portsmouth. I love Portsmouth, its my hometown and my birth place and I just love the shopping areas, especially Comercial Road!! My first stop was the Chinese store for my usual hoard of sweets!! I love banana and chocolate pocky and I always pick up a couple of packets! Heres what I bought:Those Hello Pandas were YUM soooooooo nice!! And I love those strawberry chewwies as well, I get them a lot xD
Next I went to H&M and immediately got confused because they have changed it around since last time. So I wandered through it and saw a really nice jumper for £19.99 I plan on buying when I get my monies. A HELLO KITTY JUMPER ARNT I COOL. I nearly fangirlsquealed when I saw this though:

They only used to have a SHELF and now they have all this so happy 8D Heres what I eventually bought from H&M after dancing round the aisle:
Just a lipbalm and a nail thingymabob from the Hello Kitty aisle (short on monies I am) and a strawberry face mask I plan on using on Sunday! I then had to check out the Pound Store cause I am cheap like that and I love getting cheap snacks!! I also had a gander at their toiletries and picked up a couple of things:
Those crispy rolls werent as nice as I remember but I LOVED those coconut creams I might have to buy more!! I bought some £1 Dove Holiday face cream so mebe I not be so pale this winter and also some anti wrinkle cream because you should prevent and not cure!! Also some cute pink cupcake cases! As it is national cupcake week next week for me!
Then I visited Superdrugs because I knew via another blog that they had cheap earrings there! And they did I was so happy I picked up three and some nail polish (that wasnt cheap but I love nail polish):
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I also love snack a jacks and cranberry juice xD I just gulp the stuff down >_> Then I went to my daddies and made him some dinner then went home xD So concludes my Thursday

Onto Friday shall we!
Fridays are Fun Fridays and it was Ninja themed!!Ima ninja in ma fort!


With ma snacks:
OHM NOM NOM it was awesome being in that fort but I forgot to take a pic of the outside D: But here was my ninja casual outfit:
Me and my massive hips xD Well all day Friday I just stayed in my fort, watched tv, coloured in my pictures and nommed!! Was awesome pig out day.

And this concludes my massive blog. I hope it wasnt too massive tried to keep the text down xD

Something to liven up my dull life!

Since my life is quite exceptionally dull (I live mostly in the countryside and I don't do anything excitin) I have decided to spice it up by having a Theme for each day to follow for the rest of my life xD (or until I decide to give up)

For Mondays it will be School Days! So knee high socks, blazers, pleated skirts, shirts, ties, flat shoes, school meals (only the yummy ones!), school hair styles, playing school games prehaps, learning something new!

For Tuesdays it will be 50's Housewife Day! So big knee length skirts, pretty 50's dresses, aprons, styled hair, baking, cleaning, maybe babysitting if you want O_O. But for me mainly baking cakes! And cleaning my room :P

For Wednesdays it will be Asian Day! So asian themed prints, dresses, tops, from Pakistan to Japan!! Mongolia to Thailand :D. Also all day asian food so rice for breakfast YUM. Also you could take this day to start learning that new asian language? Or prehaps try that new asian cuisine!

For Thursdays it will be Lolita Day! So anything from Gothic to Sweet! So pretty dresses, cute hair accories, a day of eating nothing but sweeties and cakes and drinking tea, doing pretty cute things (or gothicy things xD)

For Fridays it will be Ninja Day! So dress up in black, sneak around everywhere, try do some ninja moves, make a ninja hide out (we know what day I am building a fort), watch some martial arts films, eat noodles all day and pretend to assassinate your friends xD

For Weekends it will be Pampering Days! So these are your days off! Take a lovely hot scented bath with a magazine, some wine or chocolate, put on a fask mask, do your nails etc. Just RELAX!!

So theres my ideas 8D I am gonna try and follow them and if you want to please tell me! And take lots of pics because I sure am! Prehaps this will give me something to blog about xD